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Friday, April 18th, 2003
3:28 pm
i'm supposed to be going over to mandie boone boone's house. i hope i do. dean will be back at 5. so, hopefully then he will give me a ride over there. :/ i dunno how long im staying over mandies. lol. oh well. yea, im really bored. hmmm.. i gtg..love kris

current mood: bored

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Thursday, April 17th, 2003
8:03 am
lets just stick with a few simple words!! GOD DAMNIT SHIT FUCK OF ALL FUCKS! FUCK! CUNT! SHIT!! PISS!! FUCK!! CUNT!! COCKSUCKER!! MOTHERFUCKER!! GRR and.. im.. spent.. thanks..

current mood: infuriated

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Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
7:51 am - *ash please dont show this to mom and dean*
mom and dean have a buisness meeting. i dont want to be here, but then again i do. i think i might stay until its over. im gonna listen so i know they're not keeping anything away from me and ashley, they tend to do that alot! oh well, yea, im gonna stay here until its over. anyways, yea, spring break so far, i've basically either stayed home, talked to austin or went on the computer, or went to jenna's or danielles. ash has been gone, like usual. me and her talked a little yesterday. which was really cool. i dont even think she knows about this one guy who wants to buy our buisness, well, ash in case you read this, every other guy whos ever wanted it, turned it down at the last minute, because of the price or something stupid, this guy ALREADY knows the price, the finances and everything, and hes still really interested, so, yea, in case you wanted to know. but yea, im really nervous for today, i REALLY dont want this buisness to sell.. but i gtg.

current mood: scared

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Sunday, April 13th, 2003
8:03 am - wow, long time no write huh?
hello whoever reads this.. not much is new in my life.. really.. me and austin are back together.. and this time its seriously greater then ever.. :) .. yay..i dont think everyone approves of our relationship.. but i do.. he does.. i think our parents do.. which is really great.. me and sherri hung out for an hour yesterday while austin went to guitar lessons.. it was fun.. :) my sister is moving back to canada.. and i am going to miss her soo much.. omg so much.. its gonna be weird.. her room will be empty.. basically anyways.. she wont be here anymore.. she's gonna be gone.. but shes coming back here later on in life anyways.. :) yay.. anyways.. yea.. umm.. spring break.. wooot woooottt.. *sarcasm* i am doing absoblutly nothing this week. seriously. all i know is that today im supposed to be hanging out with nicole and jenna.. which is great.. we're all best friends.. which is awesome.. yea.. anyways.. im going to camp anytown.. is anybody else going?.. im excited.. igo to get my physical on tuesday or wednesday.. yippie skippie.. anyways.. i shall be off for now.. ttyl love kris
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i got a new nin CD... its a mix.. yummy..

current mood: amused

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Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
7:53 am
now this time sammy really hates me.. i broke a promise.. but he was miserable..... :/

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Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
7:51 pm
me, ash, thad and reva went to good will and thrift city today to look for a dress for senior project. we found a pretty one for ashley. we also found a tape. the scorpians. wind of change, saddest song in the world. brings back so many memories. on a sad note, ashley is leaving in 2 months. i dont want her to go. shes growing up too quickly. and it makes me so sad. shes my sister. and it've lived with her for 16 years. and now, shes not going to live with me anymore? whats up with that? god, me and my sister have so many memories together, and it makes me cry whenever i think shes leaving me. :'( anyways, yea, that tape, the scorpians, made me cry too. it reminds me so much of when my family was one. and we were all happy, and young, and we had alot of friends, and money, we had our band room and family room in our basement, ashley and i had our pink room. we had those crazy parties, where drunk men came into our room telling us its gonna be ok. lol. that was scary. our parents are the coolest, we just dont give them enough credit. ashley is my best friend, and shes leaving me, and.. and.. i love her.. :(.. i cant believe shes leaving. i cried in thads xcar today, but noone saw me thank god. i dont think ash is going to miss me as much as ill miss her :( i love my sister, im gonna miss her :(
im such a geek.. i mean.. dork

current mood: sad

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7:23 am - my choker is choking me, i wonder how they got the name?
umm.. yea.. last night.. austin called me... crying.. really hard.. really really hard.. and he told me he was ready to die. :/ he told me he cant live without me. and he asked me back. and i told him i cant, and he started crying even harder, he let me go. i feel bad. anyways, i gtg. bye
im asshole of the month

current mood: stressed

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Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
7:51 am - i love music match jukebox!
they just played planet caravan by pantera. :) yay. too many memories to that song. it just reminds me of chris *mandies boyfriend*'s house :) i miss that house so much. man do i ever. anyways. yea. i hung out with assley tard tard last night. i missed her so much. :) she hasnt changed a bit either :) yay. anyways, yea, im bored, i woke up at 5:12.. i just laid there for like an hour and a half. i watched tiny toons this morning. i used to have the video game for it lol. oh god, now they're playing mudvayne. me and austins band lol. oh well. dig bury me underneath everything that i am rearanging. lol.. i know every word to this CD *i think* :) so yea, this is me bored lol. whats new everyone? i want people to post comments on whats new in their lives :) seriously. i want a comment from everyone who reads this. tell me anything new thats going on with ya. :) lol. i want to know :) yay well i fucked things up for me and eddie. me and TJ *me and eddies friend, eddies best friend* talked the other day, and TJ told me that eddie never said he loved me. TJ told me that eddie only said that he liked me alot. i said to TJ "eddie always told me he loved me, and i asked eddienot to say it unless he was 100% sure that he ment it" he was the first person to say it too. well tjs response "he probably only said that to make you feel happy" so, i gave eddie those pictures he drew me that said "kristen i love you" and "i love kristen" and iwrote on the back "eddie, i know the truth now and its pathetic how i found out" and on the other one i wrote "heres your lie on paper, and for the record, i believed you" and i gave them to him, he got pissed off and asked me what the fuck this bullshit was. he told me that he never said that he didnt love me. he told me that that was really fucked up that i believed TJ, TJ is his best friend, and eddie has tried to spare my feelings before, i hope TJ was lying though. i really do. that shit hurts. :/ god damnit! so yea, that sucks. i think i love eddie... i dont know why.. but i really do. and this sucks! grr.. anyways.. i gtg.. i cant wait to read the comments on your lives :) love kris
ps- now its deftones!! i love them "pink maggit" :)

current mood: crushed

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Thursday, March 20th, 2003
5:42 pm
.. im changing.. are you all happy now?..
i love eddie

current mood: gloomy

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Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
7:36 am
today is the day
we cant be scared
we all need to stick together
*god damn canada for turning their backs on us those fucking cowards*
everything is going to be ok
we'll all be fine
im sure of it
at least.. thats what i hope...
i love you all..
peace out

current mood: scared

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Tuesday, March 18th, 2003
7:26 am
he broke up with me.. he says he feels bad because he cant give me the "100% that you deserve".. 'you' being me. he told me he still loves me. i dont know if ishould take this as a break or a break up.. :/ i wish this never happend...
i love eddie

current mood: lonely

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Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
7:24 pm
my day was ok, but somehow someone or something always manages to change that for me. why is that? today sucked ass and i am just now seeing that.. but i am going to make the best of it. austin wants to see me on friday, i want to and all, but it will be too emotional i think, i dunno, itd be good to see him, but, then again, it wouldnt. o_0 who knows.. oh well.. anyways... i dont want tomorrow to come, or this long weekend. im not allowed to hang out with anyone. mom doesnt want to meet anyone. maybe nicole will come over or something. who knows.. ?...
i want to be anything except for your mistake

current mood: sad

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5:20 pm
today was a great day.. tomorrow.. im wearing shorts!! o_0
can u believe it?! wowza.. its kinda like a bet type deal, erika parker and christie ogden wanted to dress me up, so, they told me what to wear and like how to do my hair and stuff.. lol.. its funny.. :) as long as i make them smile, thats all that matters to me o_0 0_o
i love eddie

current mood: amused

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Monday, March 10th, 2003
6:49 pm
sorry sammy i dont think i can call tonight.. my voice needs its rest again :'( ill try to call later.. if not im sorry.. bye

current mood: weird

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Thursday, February 27th, 2003
8:03 am
well.. today is the drama thing.. i really hope tim practiced.. i doubt he did.. i think on his pasrt of this project.. hes gonna get an F lol.. no im j/k.. he didnt even practice.. i doubt he even has a costume lol.. grr.. oh well.. i practiced and its being graded individually so thats cool.. i might get a C on it because i dont know if i do the hand movements properly :P anyways.. ya.. my book.. im excited! its a book of 50 of my poems.. its a book all of me.. not one of my poems going into a book filled with other poems.. its all me :) yay! anyways. i should go now :)
i love eddie

current mood: nervous

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Wednesday, February 19th, 2003
8:07 am
well, im bored waiting for thad to come get us for school, i just relized that my friend, doesnt like me anymore, she didnt tell me directly, but she basically told me indirectly. oh well, if you dont like me, dont like me, just dont lie to me ok? i know you read this. tell me the truth. anyways, blah i am so bored, i need to eat, i will after school. grrr.... im happy.. im focusing on the positive things in life. no more negative... thanks ash i love you. gtg bye

current mood: hungry

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8:04 am - yay!! :)
You are HANSEL
Hansel


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Sunday, February 16th, 2003
8:51 am - in case anyone cares, im back with eddie :) !!! :)
i want a snail for a pet, thats right a snail, and ill call him sammy. ya sammy.. sammy the slow slimy pet snail! :) enough of my boredom, im gonna write something to everyone
ashley: your my sister, i love you. you have grown up so much in the past year its not even funny! :) you graduate this year and me mom and dean are so proud of what you've grown into! :) theyre proud. and you know, they love thad. all of the boyfriends youve ever brought home, they didnt approve of, you found him. they love him, they love you! :) you are doing great in your life right now. you are the brains of this family, thats for sure! and youve got the artistic talent of this family too! lol.. you took all the good genes.. thats not fair lol! but ya.. i love you.. and thanks.. for being here for me... i love you

mandie: you are going through the boy problems that every teenager is bound to go through, but you know what? you can do it. you love chris. you guys are ment for eachother, i know chris can be a dick, trust me i know, but still, you guys love eachother. minus the constant fighting, you guys have like the perfect realtionship, you have found the True love. thats what everyone is looknig for. i swear, in like 50 years, ill see you and chris on some talk show, you guys are high school sweet hearts! its great! if you ever need anyone to talk to.. i have 2 ears for you! :) you were there for me, i really want to thank you for that! i hope we get to hang out again soon. :) i love you chickie. and im sorry for hurting you and austin. love ya!

reva: WE STILL NEED TO MAKE KREVA CONDOMS! lol! haha.. im always gonna have that in my mind. you are one of the greatest people i know. you can always put a smile on my face. especially the cross eyes thing! LMFAO!! oh well.. your a dork and thats why i love you lol j/k. you are a great friend, and i am sorry if sometimes it seems like im ignoring you.. im not ignoring you.. im thinking.. i love you! remember when i walked to your house.. and 4 houses away from your house.. you and vin and chris came to pick me up!? 4 houses!! that was funny! lol we need to hangout again sometime soon too! me you and mandie or something.. lol! :) well make another video.. like 20 usages of a condom.. and now we can use kreva condoms lol. :) i love you reva.

candace- I HAVE NEVER MET YOU. lol.. i talk to you online ALL the time, and we've made plans like 40 billion times. .but they never went through. oh well.. we do still need to hang out sometime soon!! for serious this time! :) heh. you and gabe have been through alot, im really glad that you 2 are still remaning friends, its a good idea, im really happy about you and your new boyfriend. does he treat you good? you have to keep me updated on what happens! :) keep a smile on your face for no matter what happens ok? you havent posted pictures lately, you need to.. ill make you if i ever meet you lol! well.. i love ya chick

Zach- I know right now, it seems like all your friends are turning on you, but they're not. theyre really not, theyre just saying how they feel. they still love you. and no matter what you still love them right? :) good. i hope everything goes ok with you and S. *you know who S is right?* well, no matter what.. im gonna be here for you, im always here if you need anyone to talk to. i hope you find someone you really like. you are an amazing person, weither or not everyone can see that, is in their eyes, but i see it, and eveeryone else that loves you sees it too ok? :) you need to smile! :) love ya
well.. i think that you guys are the only people who read this.. tell me if you read it.. please..i am just curious

current mood: happy

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Saturday, February 15th, 2003
9:13 am
im sick of the petty problems of our apathetic society. im sick of our governments moronic decisions. im sick of how my life is in danger because of some assholes opinion of some other asshole. im sick of this war bullshit.. president bush or weed or whatever the fuck is name is.. is fighting with some other dude.. *i dont fucking know whats happening* so why the fuck doesnt president ass fuck go out and kick some ass!?! why the fuck do our friends and our family have to go out and do shit!? our president is such an asshole! fuck him! Im so sick of our fucking society! god damnit! i love america and all.. but fuck i hate this fucking president.. i hate this war bullshit too! oh fucking well.. nothing i can do right? im just a stupid canadian bitch right? oh fucking well.. i am in a REALLY bad mood.. i should be happy.. for him.. but im really not.. actually.. im really hurt.. but i brought this upon myself.. well.. i am highly doubting youll read this.. but... have fun with stephanie.. and mandie..in case you didnt know.. austin and stephanie are together.. i hope he told you! i gtg...

current mood: depressed

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Thursday, February 13th, 2003
5:38 pm - wire..light..globe..dog..roadrunner..straw..
hrpmh...tomorrow.. is valentines day... i am going to spend it alone more then likely.. i dont know if my mother will let me hang out with anyone. i wanna hang out with adam because hes my best friend. but ya know.. hes a guy.. he has a penis..my mom doesnt like penis's. which isnt fair, hes my best friend. lol oh well i gtg

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